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I just spent 2 days in Warrenton. My friend said there was nothing out
there, and she was both right and wrong. It was a developed suburbia,
but its nothing compared to where we live. It was fun though. We went
bowling and stayed up late watching movies. Oh, this is with my friend
Shanananananananananananana by the way. Haven't seen her since our
reunion tour at Bertuchies, if that's how you spell it. I'm Italian and
can't spell worth a damn any Italian words. *cries*
So christmas is finally here. I hope everybody i gave gifts to enjoyed
them. Sabra, you better be wearing those freakin earrings, and Gabby,
find a use for it. It took me forever to find that thing.
Melissa, you and I, got a date with trading presents sometime soon. You, me, the docks. High noon. Be there.
In 2005 I...
 broke a promise
made a new best friend
fallen in love
{ } fallen out of love
done something you swore never to do
lied
{ } stole
went behind your parents back
cried over a broken heart
dissapointed someone close
hid a secret
pretended to be happy
{ } got arrested
{ } kissed in the rain
{ } slept under the stars
{ } kept your new years resolution
forgot your new years resolution
met someone who changed your life
{ } met one of your idols
changed your outlook on life
sat home all day doing nothing
pretended to be sick
{ } left the country
{ } almost died
given up something important to you
lost something expensive
learned something new about yourself
tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
{ } made a change in your life
found out who your true friends were
made a total fool of yourself
{ } met great people
{ } snuck out of the house
stayed up til sunrise
pigged out over the summer
cried over the silliest thing
{ } partied more than 5 times
was never home on weekends
{ } got into a car accident
found a person i never thought i'd become real good friends with
had friends who were drifting away from me
{ } had someone close to me die
was in a relationship
became wiser
had a high cell phone bill
{ } wasted most of my money on food
{ } had a fist fight
went to the beach
saw a celebrity
gotten sick
liked more than 5 people at the same time
{ } had a wasted night
became closer to a lot of people | | |
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And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!
And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry | | |
| All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world | | |
| So today, I managed to: Go to school for 4 hours, make somebody
depressed, make myself depressed, laugh so hard I think I lost my mind,
and then, I got home, and ruined somebody elses life with a compliment
that came out as an insult. Yea...I'm on a roll.
10 FAVORITES.
Favorite Color: green.
Favorite Food: Pizza.
Favorite month: Don't have one.
Favorite hmmm, All these things that I have done - The Killers.
Favorite Movie: Donnie Darko most likely.
Favorite Sport: Sports are stupid.
Favorite
Season: Winter.
Favorite Day Of the Week: Friday.
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate
Favorite Time of Day: Night.
9 CURRENTS.
Current Mood: Aggitated/depressed/hateful.
Current Taste: My gum.
Current Clothes: Hoodie, snowboarding shirt, jeans, socks.
Current Desktop: A.D.D. Attention defi...huh?
Current Toenail Color: I don't paint my toes.
Current Time: Not night time. 3:27 PM E.S.T.
Current Surroundings: My creepy basement with the demonic whatever it is in the hall.
Current Thoughts: Why?
8 FIRSTS.
First Best Friend: I would have to say....Melissa.
First Kiss: Shannan, when I was 5.
First Screen Name: Soccer4351 I think it was. There might have been one before it.
First Pet: Sheba, the kitty cat. Who I miss forever and ever.
First Piercing: Left ear.
First
Crush: Hmmm, I care not to discuss this one.
First Car: Currently none.
7 LASTS.
Last Kiss: When I was 5.
Last Drink: It might have been a diet coke..no wait...wait, it was pepsi.
Last Car Ride: omg, I forgot the n... BAJA FRESH TO HOME WITH SABRA!
Last Movie Seen: Hmmm, Kill Bill Volume 2.
Last Phone Call: My mom calling to bother me about my day because she thinks I'm crazy.
Last CD Played: Some mix Sabra made.
6 HAVE YOU EVERS.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends: Nope.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: I got in trouble with the police, never arrested.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no.
Have You Ever Been on TV: no.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: Hugged, yes. Kissed, no.
5 THINGS.
Thing You've Done Today: Go to school.
Thing You Can Hear Right Now: Green Day - Jesus of Suburbia.
Thing You Can't Live Without: Guitar.
Thing You Do When You're Bored: Quizzes like this one, guitar, shoot things.
Thing
You Do Like to Do Before You Go To Bed: Watch TV.
4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY.
1. School.
2. Baja Fresh
3. Home
4. An attempted assult on Chipotle, but it was too crowded, so we retreated.
3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO.
1. In all honesty, I try not to tell anybody anything, because anything
I say just makes people think I'm stupid. So whatever pesters my
inferior insignificant mind stays there.
2 CHOICES.
1.
Black or White: black.
2. Hot or Cold: cold.
1 THING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Find somebody who means more than the world to me.. | | |
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